I Quit and I'm Sorry.

But before that, it has been a while since I last updated my blog, ain't it? July and now it's already September. Well time flies indeed. I've gotta write this post within 10 minutes; let's KISS then.

I've just dropped this particular subject called Thermodynamics 2, two weeks before my final exam commences. Sad enough to bring myself to actually do that, but Allah always knows better. For He said this to us;

*smiles* Believe in Him. 

People keep persuading me to keep on moving till the last part of it. But unfortunately I can't. Or maybe I could, but my heart just won't allow me to do that. "You definitely can pass this subject". Maybe. But there's never been a time in my entire life that I learn something, and it's just for the sake of passing that particular subject of study. Not even once. Learning something just for the sake of exams -that's bullshit (pardon my French). That's just not my type. I might pass it, but what's the point of passing if you have no idea at all of what you have been studying all this while?

Money. Yes, I know it's a waste of money. RM958.40: man, that's equal to my duit makan for almost 96 days! But who cares. (I do!) *cries* Again, it's not about money, not just a matter of merely passing the subject, not about maintaining the good CGPA and stuff. It's about knowledge. Thermo is my favorite part of mechanical engineering. But when things happen to backfire (like what I'm facing now), the pressure gets too unbearable for me to handle.

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I'll come back stronger Dr. Firas, for you. Promise.

Because he's my advisor =)