-Blogger's Corner IV-

Ey, blogging?

No la. Cooking, using this laptop.

Heeeeee. Bad mood it is. What's up?

Juggled too many things at once, yet again. Man I'm mentally exhausted. Emotionally drained. 

What's bugging you this time around?

Everything. Things get so complicated when they're actually meant to be simple enough. I don't know. Too many things bum me out right now.

I could see it, you look so darn crestfallen gal. Heartbroken much. Like ibu kucing that has just lost its kitten keke.

Uh you're such a nark. *frowns* I once came across this one ayat and it keeps on playing in my mind lately. "Oh Allah, do not attach my heart to what's not written to be mine, because it eventually hurts." Weird enough.

Hmm. Sounds like a love thingy.

Depends on what kind of love you're saying. Too often in this life we like something or someone too much that it hurts so much to actually let go of that particular thing or person. But the thing is that, nothing really belongs to us in this world. Allah lends all those to us, and yet we feel so wretched when they are taken away from us. Ungrateful much. 

Well maybe it's not about being ungrateful. It definitely takes time for us to accept certain desolation, especially when we get our hearts attached too badly to that particular something.

True indeed. I feel so dejected and downhearted right now that I just can't stop crying. I literally talked and belai that big cat just now (can you imagineeeeee it) because I had no one to talked to earlier. Because no one understands me. My problems. My situations. My feelings and emotions. No one. 

Solat then. That's the only way you could feel better now sweetheart.

*cries* But it's not yet subuh.

Allah this kid.

Kidding. 

Prioritize your priorities. Only then you'd feel better. Trust me.

Can't I go back to time when life here is all about me? Not others. People hurt me a lot these days. And I just don't like it. Sedih. People hurt us because they hate us, don't they? =(

Stop crying. If you like them, stay with them. If you don't like them, walk away from them. Because it's not worth to be with people who suck the happiness out of you.

I need a break. Real break. Goodnight. 

p/s: Sedih. Jadi jalan sorang2 makan sorang2.