A is for Aida and B is for....Bitter!

Life is an arduous and a tiring journey, if we don't know how to manage it. Most of the times, we'll ask the God, "Why are you doing this to me? Why me and not some other freaking bad people out there?", "Why should I be punished in this sort of way?", "Can't I live mirthfully without any worries?". We blame Him for giving us troubles. We blame Him for not easing our paths in this life. We blame Him for not turning things up as the way we planned before.

And that is the only moment when we realize that HE's the one who's arranging everything.

When we hit some snags in this life, that's when we start questioning His actions.

Humans are just too pathetic. They think they know everything and they can just work it out to get something as they wished for. Me? Ain't I a human being too? Yes I am, so that's basically why I am saying so. We start to question Him when bad things happen to us - Why is it happening to me- but we never question Him the same thing when good things happen to us. We remember that "Oh, He is the one that creates the hassles in the route which I've taken" but we forget that "Oh, He's also the one that eases my path which I've decided to go through".

We think of Him, a lot, when He makes us weaker, having no strength at all to face the world. But we diminish His existence, lots and lots of it when He actually lets us to be strong, feeling like "oh, the world is with me". Man, what word suits us the best at the moment? Ungrateful. *sighing*

Sometimes I wish I could travel back in time to go back to my past days and start it all over again. Sometimes I wish I could replay every single action that I'd taken so that I could edit some of them to give me a better future. Sometimes I wish that I'd taken double thoughts on everything that I'd decided to do a few years back then. And know what, sometimes, I DID question Him those things. I guess I was that type of person -ungrateful-well that was a couple of years ago I guess. Now not any longer =) 

As time passes by, I realized that I'm just not rightful. No right to ask him about the bad parts in my life as well as no right to ask Him every single thing that I'm not contented with as I grow older. Why? Because I don't question Him when good things happen to me. So the same thing should be done when things turn the other way around. Then only it will be balanced, isn't it?

The bitter part of my life is XOXO (a private story, of course). I learnt that when life gives me lemons, I should make lemonade with it. And when life gives me hurdles, I should make them as my inspirations. To make me better. To make me succeed. To make me a person who I'm proud of by myself. To pass through the lowest moment in our life, well, it indeed takes a lot of courage and a lot of supports from our families, our friends or anyone. But the most important contributor is actually Him. He possessed us. I can say that 99% of the strength in us comes from Him. Without His support, trust me, we'll be "alone" in this life though we have everyone by our side. Therefore, mark my words : Never ever leave Him. Pray to Him, think of Him, and do everything for Him.  

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I'll write again,on some other day.

P/S :

Oh, for the very first time in my life, I managed to finish reading one whole book. Yihhuu and a big applause for myself =P Take your time to read this book, if you have any chance to read it. It's pretty inspiring, I mean it. How our action today can actually change our life tomorrow : THE BOOK OF TOMORROW, Cecelia Ahern. Thumbs up after all!